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It’s been a strange few weeks to say the least, there was the VIP Disney Trip followed by the excitement of a pregnancy, the desperation of a second miscarriage (in three months) and the confusion of packing in my job and becoming ’self employed’ (code for housewife or stay at home mum, I prefer the latter, less ironing).
There were a couple of days where it all felt a bit much, but I drew on the support of my husband, family and friends (which includes all my friends online, if I haven’t mentioned you it’s because I’ve run out of words). I’ve moaned, felt a bit sorry for myself, and wondered what the hell I was doing with my life. I’ve also remembered that I’ve been through worse, much worse, and that I’m on the path to having everything I’ve ever wanted, a happy family, a nice house, a fulfilling job/career/role, all of them are a work in progress but I guess that’s where you’re supposed to be in your mid-twenties.
The cloud is lifting now and a few sums tell me that we’re not about to go hungry. Panic job hunting is pointless. It’s time to regroup and focus on what’s important. I have important business to take care of right here, so that’s what I’ll do for now (in between blogging of course). I have a summer of gardening, family time, holidays (well one big one anyway) and who knows what travel trips…
September will hopefully bring a new job that has been in the pipeline for a while.
Will the Disney 7 rise again in 2009? Probably not, but who knows for 2010…
and will that be the same year we see an addition to our family? I hope so, but I guess that’s out of our hands.
Lots of good stuff happening…
I’m off to upload some Disney videos, watch this space Craig the Barman is coming….
I'm a 27 year old mum to 4 year old Erin. We live just outside Edinburgh in a small village. I've been blogging for four years and write about anything and everything that takes my fancy.
